[MAY 25, 2024]

 

we haven’t talked in a while but you never did answer 

is it bad i miss you and talking to you? 

even during that i still miss your essence 

I haven't seen or heard from you in months - which bullets a hole beneath me, wondering. 

 

you never answered your texts- almost always answered your calls - you got me but then you leaving was like that. 

you weren’t supposed to but you did. 

you didn’t leave with her then - i don’t know if your still with her - what's the difference? 

 

She is there and I'm here? 

 

i just want to talk to you again- but that's not possible 

everyone likes that i don't miss you but i do 

they like how i don't talk to you anymore - but i don't 

 

you never did answer and yet i usually did 

it was nothing and we knew but i still do miss the something that was there - 

 

it's the way that it always had an end to a non existent story but yet felt like a bend in the book